jan. 2010
far out
far out
me rollerskating and pretending that my leg is a guitar
some smarty-pants 11-year old kid took this picture with nicole's expensive camera.
far out
some smarty-pants 11-year old kid took this picture with nicole's expensive camera.
3 comments:
asshole amazon knows what i buy. they tell me about discounts on everything i have just purchased. hdtv antennas, kitchen sinks. i didn't buy these items from amazon.
I have been having a difficult time being alone and not waking up next to someone in the morning lately. i am constantly thinking about others who i want to be intimate with. the sexual energy in my body creates convulsions. i have had a strong desire to be close with my mother, which i have not felt in a very long time, if ever. i have had vivid memories of being held and sucking at her breast, essentially being as close as a mother and son can be. this has made me sad because it is a closeness that i have never been able to recreate. these months of self exploration brought out an energy that females have picked up on and have found somewhat irresistible. i may have lost it for now.
i need a constant source of affection right now. whenever i can fill part of my unemployed days with reading alexander lowen, or even wilhelm reich, my desire to be with someone evens out and i can relax and enjoy myself. hiking and communing with nature or even strenuous exercise can have a similar affect as well. i am just another self-conscious face in the crowd.
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